R00-ha-ha

And birthday! Although I'm paying for it out of my own pocket I finally got PHOTOSHOP CS6!!!! For like 507$ (it's originally 699 I think) and it was the LAST one in stock. So fuck yeah!

And I also got a book of anatomy and stuff and some encyclopedias and yay! I am very excited.


This will be an excellent Christmas/birthday.

things I'm going to attempt to work on:

1. Getting photoshop (hurdur )
2. SKETCHING DIGITALLY
3. Coloring digitally/using more variety with brushes and stuff, color schemes
4. people
5. environments
6. environments
7. environments
8. environments
9. animals


but most importantly
learning how to draw from imagination/without reference



let's see how this goes.

I've always found it so funny how people - mostly girls - who say "people shouldn't judge", or "don't judge me", or "you don't even know my story", only say this when they are judged negatively.

They'll be just as quick to jump up and defend someone who they feel is being judged unfairly (even if there are completely fair and legitimate points that are being brought up) by saying things like "you are a beautiful/great/wonderful person", or "they're just jealous of you(r talent)", etc., EVEN THOUGH/IF they don't know the person they are defending very well.


What they should really be saying is, "I take only positive assumptions about my character well, don't say anything 'mean' about me".

I haven't had a chance to say this, but I wanted to thank everyone who's favorited, commented, or even looked at my work. A lot of it is half-assed, but the fact that you guys (or at least some of you) like it must mean I'm doing something right. And, it's always nice to know that people like your work.

I've been gone for about a month, been "studying" abroad. Met a lot of cool people, did a lot of fun stuff. So I got back and my inbox was at like, 10,000 new messages. So I've got a lot to go through. And honestly, I don't think I will.

DeviantArt is pretty cool. Makes me motivated. Would love to get people I watch to watch me. Lots of talented people on here, and so, thanks for that too.

Oh, and of course, the most important thing - thanks to all my watchers for +watching me. Much appreciated. I don't appreciate much that people do, so you know that I mean it.

Anyways, that's all for now.

I promised myself I wouldn't put up another lame journal because no one really cares about them from me, but eh, I couldn't help myself.

People who block you for giving pretty legitimate critiques. Honestly, it's so pathetic, and I fucking hate it.

So I decided to make this, in case I ever get enough watchers and attention to get haters.

I pledge to never block someone or hide their comments unless it is spam, them begging for me to come look at their art, or something that is completely irrelevant to the shittiness of my art.

Because it is so fucking lame.